again

i shouldn't be going through this again.
i have done nothing wrong.
for the first time i am sure.
sure of my heart. sure of him.
sure of nothing.

i'm scared. i'm lonely.
i'm hurt.

no really. it hurts.

when i walk.
it's bruised, my foot.

when i breath.
it's broken, my heart.

i shouldn't be going through this again.
i have done nothing wrong.
for the last time i am afraid.
afraid of my heart. afraid of a man.
afraid of everything.

start over? without him?
i'm still in love.
not again. no, please not again.